I remember every text you sent me.
Late nights when I'm up and Trey plays on my iPod, it takes me back to the first time you came to my house and sat outside with me. We complained of our exes and the bad treatment we received, both excited to find what we wanted in someone we deserved. I listen to Trey and remembered pouring my heart out to you on the phone about how I was emotionally drained. I slept for three hours that night and spent the rest of the day falling asleep everywhere. "Holla if you need me" is what you told me. I saved the text on my phone.
I need you now, where are you?
Why did you get so close knowing you were gonna leave? You complained that I wasn't opening up, but slowly I was. Then you left. Did I waste my time? I'm not sure but I realized that we weren't supposed to happen, well at least happen now.
Sometimes I wonder, if i followed my heart instead of my mind, would I have been in love with someone else? No regrets, only lessons in life. Time to let go.
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