This is a short post, but I'll get to the point:
Ever since I met you, it felt like there was a silent competition between us. You always had to outshine me, why? I don't think I'm better than you, or anyone else for that matter. Why do yo always remind me of the things I don't have then tell me to b grateful?
I remember that valentines day when I got all these gifts from this guy, I remember your words exactly: "aww that's nice, I gotta go to the library and get the stuff everybody else got for me." What I wanna know is why? Why couldn't you let me have my shine?
Another example: last night my brother made a comment about your purchases and the first thing you did was remind me that your stuff is better than mine. Why?
Why do you always make me feel like my stuff isn't good enough? Like no one is as good as you because you have a boyfriend, a Mac life, and you go away for school. I may not have all that stuff now, but I'm content not having it until I talk to you.
I remember that everything has a time and place in my life, and I honestly believe I'm doing better than you. But as soon as I make an accomplishment or make a step forward, it's wrong.
Guess I have some more weeding to do.
I remember that valentines day when I got all these gifts from this guy, I remember your words exactly: "aww that's nice, I gotta go to the library and get the stuff everybody else got for me." What I wanna know is why? Why couldn't you let me have my shine?
Another example: last night my brother made a comment about your purchases and the first thing you did was remind me that your stuff is better than mine. Why?
Why do you always make me feel like my stuff isn't good enough? Like no one is as good as you because you have a boyfriend, a Mac life, and you go away for school. I may not have all that stuff now, but I'm content not having it until I talk to you.
I remember that everything has a time and place in my life, and I honestly believe I'm doing better than you. But as soon as I make an accomplishment or make a step forward, it's wrong.
Guess I have some more weeding to do.
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