Today, someone that I used to talk asked me if I see myself with him in a few years. I responded with yes, then it turned to a maybe, then it turned to an I don't know. He's an amazing guy and I'd be very lucky to have him, but I quickly thought of you. I tried to simply remove the idea from my mind but I couldn't.
I laid down and closed my eyes just for a moment when I heard a knock at the door. I remember you walking in, and I remember you laying next to me. I remember how you held my face as you kissed me gently. I remember you pulling back.
That dream was an out of body experience, but it opened my eyes. Are were supposed to be more than friends?
I often think about you, I think about us. And I wonder, could this be the reason none of my previous relationships have never worked out? I have a bond with you that I have never experienced with any other guy. These feelings take over me and I've tried to control it but I can't...
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